No man deserves me especially in this fucked up generation. Most of these guys I came across after my ex don’t know what they want when it comes to relationships/life. I’m heartless and always will be. It always been me, myself, and I….that will never change. Most people I have came across know I haven’t dated since I was 18 and be surprised I don’t have a boyfriend. I’m like “why would you be surprised? I’m single because of my past, rather stay single than be in some BS relationship, and most of these men don’t know what they want!”
Yes, I do get sad and lonely at times when I think about this due to the fact I haven’t dated for 8 years. Most people just tell me to be patient and my time will come. Honestly yes that’s true but imagine being single for so long…especially when you that you felt unwanted for so long, don’t feel like you’re good enough, don’t feel loved, and watch everyone around you become taken/married/settled down with kids.
Maybe one day, my time will come. That guy will know exactly what he wants and shows me what it’s like to be loved/wanted.
